Sad Day

Things have been very difficult for the past few days. Plus side, Sept 30 we found out I was pregnant. No fertility drugs no nothing. I went to the doc on Monday the 1st and throughout the week. Based off of various blood work test my hormone levels weren't going up as they should and I was expected to miscarry our very first spontaneous pregnancy that we have ever knows about. Saturday Oct 6 I miscarried the baby and that was that. Not happy. Very upset. Sad. but at least I got pregnant and we might be able to do it all on our own now and not have to spend thousands of dollars. Silver lining I guess.